Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Helpful to remember

After a week of nasty sister drama, immeasurable stress, and a pretty nice visit from some cousins, I am certain I have the best husband in the world!

Saturday, May 12, 2012


My 5 month old baby has been on a kick, a waking up kick. Every 20-40 minutes until I come to bed at night. So many thoughts go through my head.

She used to be a good sleeper. Did I mess her up? Contaminate her with un-sleepiness? Come rescue her too son? What did I do WRONG?

Is she ever going to be easy to put to sleep again?

How do I fix this?

Is this really from crawling or teething or some now permanent bad pattern?

I cannot handle going in there one more time. I just can't do it. I'm going to wither and die if I have to sing one more song. Feed her one more time.

Of course, she wakes up, and I go in again. Lullabies, calming. This is the life of a Mom.