My 5 month old baby has been on a kick, a waking up kick. Every 20-40 minutes until I come to bed at night. So many thoughts go through my head.
She used to be a good sleeper. Did I mess her up? Contaminate her with un-sleepiness? Come rescue her too son? What did I do WRONG?
Is she ever going to be easy to put to sleep again?
How do I fix this?
Is this really from crawling or teething or some now permanent bad pattern?
I cannot handle going in there one more time. I just can't do it. I'm going to wither and die if I have to sing one more song. Feed her one more time.
Of course, she wakes up, and I go in again. Lullabies, calming. This is the life of a Mom.